work on Moonchild (writing project) all seven days – did six.
work on blog at least five days – did four.
at least seven sessions of digitizing old writing – DONE.
craft and send an important tweet – didn’t even think about it, will have to put this back on for next week.
seven guitar practice sessions – did six.
get up through song 98 of Book One of my Hal Leonard Guitar Method Complete Edition book – just one new song this week, it has melody, harmony and rhythm parts and it’s long so it’ll be plenty to keep me busy – DONE.
seven piano practice sessions – DONE.
Continuing on my quest to catch up on Technic and Composition sections previously skipped in Keyboard Musician for the Adult Beginner book, I will do the composing for Unit 2, Technic and Composing for Unit 3, and Technic for Unit 4 – DONE.
sleep without the phone (a struggle you can read about here) – this will put me at 182 nights (26 weeks) in a row – DONE. Almost didn’t make it. Several nights. But fuck yeah, on the 22nd it’ll be six months, baby!
This chapter, like the name says, focuses on identity. It seems so simple, but I think a blurring of identity underlies a lot of creative blockage. It gets blurry because we get inundated with messages–family, friends, teachers, social media, TV at large–that tell us what we should want, who we should be. And there are parts of ourselves we give up for various reasons. It’s all too easy to get to a place where you’re going through life unsure of who you even are.
I definitely felt that in medical school; I saw myself going through the motions of doing all the things I was supposed to do, and all the things I had to do on top of that, and it all took so much time and energy that I felt like there was so little me left. I’ve also felt something similar in destructive relationships.
For whatever reason, it’s just so easy to lose yourself. At least, it is for me. So, I like this chapter and its tasks and how the focus on self-definition and sorting out the signal from the noise all around us.